2009年6月14日星期日

放松.放空

我在放假!!!!!

我发现我有很犯贱的个性
平时就嚷嚷要休息要睡觉
到真正假期的时候就喊闷
Oh no~ 怎么会这样???

啊!可能我过着老人家的生活
都窝在家里没有出门当宅女
都过着步调很慢没什么激情的生活
没有同学们的多姿多彩...............

我真的有想趁这段期间温习一下的
可是我怎么又觉得很对不起我自己
居然在放松放空的期间让脑袋疲惫
所以就让我继续颓废到天荒地老吧

此刻窝在床上
放松 放空_

2009年6月13日星期六

tagged by shu sim_

1. What do you do if you are in the bathroom with a beetle flying around?
kill it. if not possible, lock up the bathroom for a month until it eventually dies off (in the mean time use other bathrooms).

2. What do you do if you hear a song you like playing on the radio when you are all alone in the room?
sing along..?

3. You want to speak to your crush badly. What is your pick up line?
i miss euuuuuu sooooo muchhhhh.

4. What do you do if all your friends hate a particular band that you love?
continue loving. and cook up an intensive brainwashing scheme.

5. What do you do when you trip and fall in front of many people?
depends who i am with. normally just put on a pitiful and helpless face and wait for help and console.

6. You forgot to do your multiple-choice question homework..
depends when i discover it. do it in the car/during other classes/copy other classmate's/pretend i forgot to bring/just leave it as it is while pretending i did it if the teacher is the type who doesn't check

7. You have bad breath and someone speaks to you. How do you react?
pretend to cough or sneeze and cover mouth when talking. then, get a breath mint.

8. You just finished gym and after a shower, you drop your underpants on the wet floor.
scoop it up instantly while muttering curses under my breath. the showers in the gym should have hairdryers right? blow dry it la. technology so advanced.

9. What do you do if a personality quiz says that you have a lousy personality as your result?
well. i do. refer to previous post.

10. Your friend gave you the worst gift you have ever received and asks: Do you like it?
"i am ok with it."

(Continued from question 10) What are you really thinking secretly inside?
next time we must communicate more on what we like.

12. A hot guy/girl keeps looking at you while you are on the bus. What are you secretly thinking inside?
what does he want? stares back.

2009年6月12日星期五

烂透了的个性

我不是一个合群的人
有人说我很与众不同
我已经分不清楚是天生如此
抑或是我希望我自己是特出的
而开始压抑转变成很不一般

或许是我想要营造一个酷的形像
可能是我不屑去讨好别人
也许我的内心真的是骄傲自大眼镜长在额头上的

我觉得我有很变态的心理
我希望别人把我排在很前面的位置
潜意识想整个世界以我为中心
然后期望越大失落越大
所以我开始和孤独交朋友

“全世界都不需要我
我也不需要全世界”
我曾经是这么想的

我是输不起
所以我努力让自己不要输

我是爱面子
所以总把自己搞得很紧绷

虽然偶尔很辛苦
虽然偶尔很寂寞

可是这就是我对待自己的方式_

2009年6月3日星期三

break my cage_

i always stick to theories
i apply theories in my everyday life
i persuade myself that everything complies with the theories although they may not
i do everything by the book
i am a boring person



please free me_

2009年6月1日星期一

为难_

我们
是如此的不同
如此的不投缘
如此的不合拍

只因为是我
所以你妥协了
所以你愿意浪费时间

于每一次没有意义的谈话之中_